1. I've come to realize that my hair:
Somehow always matches my mood.

2. I've come to realize that when I talk:
It's monotone, and manly.

3. I've come to realize that I don't want:
To be in another relationship ever. It takes too much time.

4. I've come to realize that all I really need:
is myself, my family, my friends and whatever else isn't a romantic relationship.

5. I've come to realize that I've lost:
my trust ans stupidity about the world.

6. I've come to realize that I hate it when:
people think they can try to take advantage of me, or use me.

7. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk:
hide the knives and the weedwacker.

8. I've come to realize that money:
is what I need more of.

9. I've come to realize that when I get old:
it'll be many years from now.

10. I've come to realize that I'll always be:
me.

11. I've come to realize that I have a crush on:
myself.

12. I've come to realize that the last time I smiled was:
when I came up with a totally made up story in my head on the way home from school, and I laughed and everyone stared at me like I was a weirdo.

13. I've come to realize that my cell phone:
is a Pantech.

14. I've come to realize that when I wake up in the morning:
I wish I went to be earlier.

15. I've come to realize that before I go to sleep at night I:
pray to go somewhere out of this universe until dawn.

16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about:
all the stuff I want to draw.

17. I've come to realize that my life:
has always been how I said it was going to be.

18. I've come to realize that my favorite drink is:
water.

19. I've come to realize that today I will have:
driving time.

20. I've come to realize that tonight I will:
wonder 'why?'.

21. I've come to realize that tomorrow I will:
wake up.

22. I've come to realize that I really want to:
go to the places in my dreams.

23. I've come to realize that the person who is most likely to re-post this is:
someone who has too much timeon their hands...LIKE ME.

24. I've come to realize relationships are:
stupid, not worth my time anymore.

25. I've come to realize that love:
is overrated. Buncha' bullshit actually...

26. I've come to realize my best guy friend:
isn't a guy.

27. I've come to realize my best girl friend:
isn't a girl.

28. I've come to realize food is:
not my friend.

29: I've come to realize that this summer:
was a total waste.

30. I've come to realize heartbreak:
has a way of making pain feel oh-so delicious.

31. I've come to realize that the person I like:
doesn't exist anymore.

32.I've come to realize that my brother:
is non-existent.

33. I've come to realize that crying:
is for bitches.

34. I've come to realize that death:
waits.

35. I've come to realize that if I'm sick:
that's okay.

36. I've come to realize when I'm bored:
I eat, and think of weird stories while mumbling to myself.

37. After answering every question I realize that:
I gotta go to Wally-World before it gets too late.

Y'all are probably tired of hearing my lame-ass emo excuses as to why I haven't been doing the things I should be doing here. Since day one, I've professed my procrastination problems but they've offocially reached an alltime low...I've done nothing...absolutely nothing...for a year...about a year...yeah...I feel really bad ! My characters have been sitting in the back of my head for the past five months because I've concentrated so much energy on my boyfriend, who was an asshole btw. I'm sorry I strayed from you Kisame() Yeah, I'm still the same old psychopath, I just need to get back into the groove of things, you know? I feel as though my five month ball-and-chain has made me more reserved in my manner in which I carry myself. I LIEK CUPCAKES REALLY MUCH!!!1!1!!11!!!!one!!1!

MY EXBOYFRIEND IS A FUCKTARD!!!

I have neglected all this so much...I can't even apologize enough...

It's just been really hard lately, and has helped alot, we spent some time havin fun this past sunday. I just moved to a very desolate place. No neighbors. No kids around. My new school is weird. The people there have mental problems. I'm normal compared to them Got a contest piece from November I still have to do

Love you guys

Sometimes I hate that I was raised to see cold, hard, filthy reality, it really keeps me from enjoying life sometimes. Though...I guess it has kept me out of trouble more times than I can be thankful for...oh, well...